January 31, 2005


Just waiting, waiting, waiting now. My pump was supposed to ship today, but I'm not sure whether it really did.

The only thing I can think of that this feeling reminds me of is half my lifetime ago, when I was waiting for the day I would leave home to go to college. It's a similar combination of excitement and trepidation, a similar anticipation of big big change. Going to college was more all-encompassing, of course. But then again, diabetes is (for me, for now) so all-encompassing that starting the pump feels rather comparable in scope. Life-changing and all that. Or so I hope.

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